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Jy.scott Born into this world on 181088 Previously from; Toa Payoh Medodist Church. Pei Chun. Sembawang Sec. NYP. Berufsakademie Mosbach, Germany. Physical Training Instructor in the Army. Currently in University of Queensland, Brisbane Australia!! |
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Thursday, March 29, 20127:02 AM
Time for a change.
Hey guys. Or anyone still out there. Will be switching over to a new blog. http://leftablog.blogspot.com/ So if you are still here, do visit me from time to time, even though i seldom blog. Cheers! Scotty :) TOP OF PAGE
Thursday, October 20, 20119:33 AM
23yearsoldandcounting! My awesome friends created a blog to give me their best wishes! Sweetness to the max. Check it out, if anyone out there still keepintouch with my blog. haha. bneboy.blogspot.com You guys are the best, seriously. Probably, thats why I'm not enjoying myself here. Without you guys, without my sweet girlfriend. It's easy to meet new people here. But I can safely say less than FIVE will stay in my life after I graduate. TRUE friends are hard to get by here. I thought I had met a couple, just to be disappointed afterwards. Is it about the money? (Yes, singaporeans here are RICH) How much assets your family has? What car are you driving here/back in singapore? What business line does your family do? Do you come from a well-known school? How many 7s do you have? It's sad, really. I came overseas to study, is to meet more people, widen my horizons. But first mistake, coming to uq, where 75% are singaporeans. I don't think I have any aussie friends at all. That's how sad it is. It doesn't matter how you treat people. If they don't reciprocate, they don't reciprocate. There's nothing you can do about it. You're always gonna be on your own. Hard lesson learnt. And that's why I say, YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST!! Eh, probably second-best. After Michelle. =) TOP OF PAGE
Wednesday, September 21, 20117:43 AM
"Strong people know how to keep their life in order. Even with tears in their eyes, they still manage to say "I'm ok" with a smile. Send this to a strong person. I just did." I smiled for a moment, but then stopped to think about it. I felt undeserving of it. I'm not strong. I cringe and crumble under stress easily. And start to emit my negative emotions. How is this strong? He's right, coming to think of it. "It's hard to get a 4." Well, I managed to get 2 of them. How the hell can I get a 4 after a mid semester grade like that? I would have to fail my final paper. Which I did. No need to call for a re-mark. I know it myself. Summing all up. Easily one of the worst GPA attained, if not the worst in the entire batch. New semester. I felt prepared. But still. Crumbled under pressure. Stupid mistakes. Forgetting important information. Same story. Different day. Always holding high expectations in whatever I start on. Only to be hugely disappointing in the end. In everyone's eyes. In my own eyes. Depressing Emotionally drained. I'm not smart. I know. Someone told me so too. I take a longer time to understand than others. Probably double the time. Or even longer. Just typed in a Google search, 'how to become smarter?' You might think I'm a nutter. But I'm desperate. Desperate to turn things around. Desperate to get things right for a change. It's not working for me at the moment. "Father, Father, Father. Send some guidance from above." I'm at my crossroads. Feeling. Feeling that I will never succeed in life. - I am Me. It's just Me. TOP OF PAGE
Thursday, July 28, 201111:56 PM
Did i make the right decision at that point in time? I think i deserved to get laughed at, even though she didn't mean it. At least others knew what they wanted. Which is extra time to study. And they got the results they desired. But me? I was contemplating, to go or not to go, until the very last moment. So I thoroughly deserve the results that I've gotten. And can blame no one about it. I want to be optimistic. Like a particular friend of mine. Always looking forward to reading his tweets. Full of optimism. But I always fail myself. Every time, and i mean, EVERY TIME whenever i encounter problems, i just break down. I can never face it like a MAN. Such a failure. Disappointment to my family. Disappointment to you. Should never have came in the first place and wasted all my parents' money. Pray and hope for a better semester. TOP OF PAGE
Tuesday, July 5, 20118:37 PM
Results are out. Passed all. Barely. Don't compare, don't compare.. Results epitomises hard work. I just didn't study hard enough. TOP OF PAGE
Monday, May 30, 20118:07 AM
It's all my fault. It's my fault that I left you on 140211. It's my fault I can't be there when you need me. It's my fault if i go out and enjoy myself here, while you have to stay at home. It's my fault when i decided to travel, rather than go back sg. IT'S MY FAULT that i decided to come to Australia in the first place. It hurt me what you said today. And I felt really disappointed and sad. But still, i appreciate you telling me, so I can change. I don't know how yet, but I will do my best. For You. I will. TOP OF PAGE
Wednesday, May 4, 20113:54 AM
Today, you complained about my stagnant facebook wall, and yours. oops. =x So i came online, and almost immediately, i came across this video, posted by my friend. It's really sweet. Touched my heart so much. Almost teared. And I know you did. =) You are right. It was 5 years for them, what's 1.5 for us? This is a test. A big test for us. Which I think we can overcome. Nobody said it's gonna be easy. I truly believe we are going to learn to cherish each other at the end of this all. And our relationship is only going to become stronger. Don't you agree? I can be insensitive at times. I might be blur and act like a woodblock at times. But, at the end of the day, I still love you. I'm not perfect. But without you, I can never be. ♥ Baby, let's do the list yeah? It's super sweet and cool! =D |
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