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Jy.scott Born into this world on 181088 Previously from; Toa Payoh Medodist Church. Pei Chun. Sembawang Sec. NYP. Berufsakademie Mosbach, Germany. Physical Training Instructor in the Army. Currently in University of Queensland, Brisbane Australia!! |
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Monday, June 30, 200810:38 AM
No courage, no confidence...
For once, I wanna do something to help..My long serving domestic helper whos with my family since im like 9 or 10, has been causing trouble while im in germany..Even my dad, gave up on her..I want to talk to her..what happened? wads causing all these..but when the right time finally came, i had no courage to talk to her..I didnt noe how to...I just dun trust myself anymore..I wanna make something right..but just cant..no confidence in doing anything...Seems like i lost something..my life...I lost my life...just an empty shell now...working my time away.......... TOP OF PAGE
Wednesday, June 25, 200811:16 AM
L.i.F.e
Whats happening to me?? underperforming at both workplaces..Makin mistake after mistake. Im not angry at anyone..Just at myself. Sometimes although im 'helping' out, am i more of a nuisence than of help? would they be better off without me? At least they are assured of getting it right if they do things by themselves, as she said..Maybe i shld just quit and stay at hm instead of causing trouble to others.. Come to think of it..I really suck at everythin I do. Basketball in pri sch, badminton, football, judo, now work, studies(although i admit im not the most hardworking). Nthg to be proud of. Im really hopeless. I dunno wad to do in my life anymore. Recently this guy auctioned off his life on the internet, hoping to start anew..and got 1+ million dollar bids. im sure mine is worth much less. And last thing..I wanna mention abt this bunch of con-ners. Money suckers. Whatever u call them. I just wanna say have u ppl not got anything better to do, other than go ard checking here and there, tryin to suck as much money as u can? C'mon everyone knows how rich u ppl are alr..Okie. So u want to check, FINE. Had alr prepared to the smallest detail as to whr the money had gone, u still dun wanna accept, and check till 6-7 yrs back summore..And after that, add up a total LARGE sum of amt. Lemme ask u. Whr is yur conscience. DO u think we can rmb wad happened 6-7 yrs ago? Not to mention small details here and there..There are definitely discripancies..But wad u r tellin us now is u want more than wad we ought to give. DOUBLE of the amount as penalty. Are u out of yur mind? Sick corrupted ******* Anyway, I just hope the time when we decided to give in, u guys can fcuk off and leave us alone. Military cant come soon enough. ppl say everythin is planned out for u for 2 yrs. prob. these 2 yrs mite be a critical period for me to ponder and think abt my future and life... TOP OF PAGE
Thursday, June 12, 200810:59 AM
Cant take it anymore!!
y do people cling on to the past so much? Some memories are beautiful, but others are painful as well..regrettin what u did or what u did not..just so difficult..im sorry for what i did not manage to do properly.. I know that its an answer which will disappoint..so wads the point? y do i still cling on? its impossible now...Really cant take this anymore..can i just heck care and come clean, and risk losing it..haiz... TOP OF PAGE
Sunday, June 1, 20088:27 AM
Work work..
Had been workin so much this past week!! 7 days straight man..how cool is that...totally drained..People ask, chiong so much for what? Seriously, if u ask me, I dunno. really. Haiz..Its so difficult..hope I had made the right decision and wont regret it in time to come....Sorry. |
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